simple love~~

sadness~

2011-11-12T03:49:00.001-08:00

first time tearing for so long.

i'm being mad.

keep putting me inside the bleeding situation again and again.

i'm revenge for my <3? =') haha.

trust is being lower down to 0.

sorry~

2011-11-11T08:44:00.000-08:00

recently keep doing the thing i don't like.

thought maybe i will be happy?

but it's not.

it bring me being more upset.

dun know how to describe.

sorry~

多得是我不知道的事～

2011-11-03T05:11:00.000-07:00

那么难得来的东西，却那么容易失去。

忘了要如何去守护去珍惜我最珍爱的

不知道还能坚持到何时

但还不想放弃。

【多得是我不知道的事～】

sad mood =(

2011-10-30T02:30:00.001-07:00

it's sad.

what should i do?

wanna cry but tear already shriveled.

how? :'(

who will be my ear and heart?

no one.

shhh~~

2011-10-29T06:58:00.000-07:00

it's very quite...

why now even the energy for argue also gone?

really wish to have a quarrel seriously... =(

=(

2011-10-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

when other girl's butt sit on your boyfriend's body,

what will you feel?

[it's reaLLY SUCK!!! F]

im......

2011-07-09T09:10:00.000-07:00

there are already be how long

why?

we are still stuck in those questions n problems...

it should be end already right?

ya~ it's end...

it time to smile back

but im...cant go back already

many many thing i had told u

maybe...u havent digest it and understand well

maybe u already forget what is it...i wont repeat

but u will know in later time and maybe will recall back?

maybe maybe...too many uncertainty

ya~ when it start to be like this?

haha...i dun know or maybe i know?

again...unknown

all will be stop here

including me excluding u

it confuse right? maybe...

u sure will say...dun be silly gal~

but im serious...n u always ignore my serious

this time, i really cant follow u...

u always said that,"when u got follow mine oo? always i followed you only"

haha...yup it sound true

so i choose to listen to u...just for once...the only once

i thought that...it will be good...but it's not

im start regret...nope...im totally regret

and i know what will the consequences before "it"

i told you and now it really happen

mentally~

haha...i gonna be crazy...maybe

im thinking thinking thinking very well very calm

hmmmmnnnn~will it be good?

i dun know...

im...hav no power n no energy anymore

sorry to tell you that...it was the last thing

i will do for u

im cant do any more

we cant go back to the past n restart...as u said

i thought...maybe u will good to me more than before

but...i keep being forcing

im feel uncomfortable

pls~~ izit the wound still no enough on me?

i cant afford more really

im...lose my dignity

pls~~let me protect the rest as the respect to me

im not asking anything anymore

i just wan

pass it silently and peacefully...

pls~~dun force me to do something i really dun like n feel uncomfortable

im...not the superwoman anymore

i do start to protect myself

and go back to my circle...

im fearing...very very very

im unhappy...tearing

im......in mentally pressure

im......in hurt......deep hurt

just let me alone

it not more scary for me

coz the one i scare now...is many times than it

yup~ im not superwoman...

it's time to hiding~ bye sx

2011-06-20T05:31:00.000-07:00

baby~~ pls dun hate me

i also dun wan...

2011-05-21T17:43:00.000-07:00

it was a hardest nite ever...
try hard to control my mind
try hard to control myself from doing some irrasional

lot lot
i got lot lot thing to say~
but not at that situation...coz it wil make it more teribble
im not tearing...even i want
but i dont...

being saying something hurt or irrasional
i choose to close my ear close my eye n close my heart...
and honestly,
i dont think that...yesterday
u really got heart to make me happy after
"my hp at upstair lazy to take..." tat without sincerity

that time...i really confuse
coz~ i dun like such situation also
im confusing and hesitate to call back u...
well~ seem like tat " " really spoil my mood more deeply

im not going to argue v u
but yesterday~
i keep thinking thinking and thinking
wat the problem?
and the reason i can get is
communication problem and mentally problem~

we keep getting the wrong information from each other
plus our different thinking and mind
it lead us to a poor communication...
izit reasonable?

im not hating u...
i wan to go anywhere v u
i got lot thing to tell u...chat v u
i wan accompany u
i wan play v u

but...distance lead me far far from u
who gal like to be far far from her lover?
cant always meet
when lonely cant get a warm hug
anything must through a telecomunnication technology

u dun know how wish am i
to do the above thing v u...
but may i?
always saw my fren can go pat toh v their lover
u think tat...my heart will be better?
i miss u badly u know?
even a special day~ also hard to celebrate

i also need accompany
im not as independent as u think
im dun like be lonely...
but it my choice...n i dun regret v it
so i wil keep myself to practice with it
even u not always beside me...

and lastly...
i dun wan be recycle
coz...recycle
just bring the thing go around n around again
the issue stil there
the best thing is......destroy it
n refuse before it happen

14 march 2011

2011-03-14T08:36:00.000-07:00

CAGE

DOUBLE BROKEN

NEED HUG*

HAPPY WHITE VALENTINE~

Clubbing~

2011-02-25T20:09:00.000-08:00

the hottest activities of the young ppl
it's sound nice
it's sound attractive
it's a strange place for me。。。

clubbing~
i like the music play
it make me feel like really wanna dance
it's hot~~
i like the atmosphere there
it's make me feel high and beating fast
it's touching my heart~~

as you say~
im young,
im passion,
im active,
im easily attract by the new thing
explore something new is my favourite...

BUT...
i hate my body being touch
i hate the smoke
i hate crowding
i cant sexy wear
i cant drink
n i dun like night-outing

so...

baby~ i think im really not suit for clubbing...

it happen again...:'(

2010-12-04T08:10:00.000-08:00

i dun know what can i say already...
seem like is me doing something wrong
but who can tell me
what had i did?
can u point out for me?
it's really very pressure for me
it's not the first time
n it keep happen n happen
keep repeat n repeat...

i...what also dun wan
pls listen to me
seriously
what i wan just very simple
i wan u healthy
i wan u happy everyday
i wan u do what u wan n what u like
im not ignoring u
im not no caring u
maybe is too caring n the problem exist
i just dun wan strict u too much...

busy not the good reason i know
but
sometime when i show passion to u
u very cold to me
and kill my passion
i dun know why...maybe sometime u got problem?
is ok...maybe something is annoying u
but
u lae?
u will bear what u feel n wont speak out what u wan
n then misunderstand
then put ur "anger" or "bu shuang" on me...

"i know u busy but type uoy 3< doesn't take much time...
feel pain when saw this ...
i still remember u make me feel down tat day
bcoz of basketball again
"u wan trust or not trust depend on u"
"believe or not believe whatever"
seem like is me doing wrong thing
i still remember im preparing my test at that time...
haiz...:'(

concentrate...i need concentrate...
i wan faster finish it then can spend time on u
but i keep study study n study it still cant keep in my mind
i dint hav much time
i really busy...busy LIKE HELL!!!
pressure pressure pressure!!!
i already enough pressure!!!
pls dun giv me 压迫感!!!
i dun know i can still bear till when
u know everytime i will set my target so high
u also know i will very disappointed when i cant achieve it ...:'(
u are knowing me understand me
...but...u always forget what u knowing n understand
...about me

i really dun feel like wanna hear this
it feel like is...im very 任性刁蛮
but i really do nothing
why u wan to say to me like this?
im gal...maybe im too adamancy too strong for u
but u know how and what am i inside my heart d
n pls remember who kill my confident n trust before
im not blame u
but...r u really doing well for me now?
to let me find back the trust n confident?
what i can feel is u like hiding something from me
maybe is not telling very detail ba
i dun know
i know that is very hard for u
but that is the same situation for me doesn't it?

i really appreciate the time together v u
the distance not the main barrier for us to move forward right?
but sometime i really need u to tell me
...WHAT SHOULD I DO?

my first portuguese egg tart~~~T.T

2010-09-13T06:00:00.001-07:00

today do my dear lover----> Portuguese egg tart
but.........fail jor...T.T
so shit! sad....
it really hard to do
the weather of malaysia is too hot
the butter is melt too fast...
tao yan =.=

really look NO NICE!!!
and from any angle also not look like portugese egg tart...T.T
but the smell very wangi
taste mah...erm....
my mum say yummy wor
while it just take out from the mold
hot hot~~~
suan ler...next time try again ba
no more failure...blek~ >.<

my first marble cheese cake~~~^.^

2010-09-10T05:29:00.000-07:00

is a boring holidaysssss~~~
nothing to do at home...
super sienz + boring + wu liao....=.=
(plus yesterday boom car no mood go out dy...T.T)
ehmmmmnnn~~~what can i do lae? @.@???
my dear is giving me a super good idea
"shu xiong~ do me a cake pls~~~ ^.^"
@.@...@.@...@.@

i never make a cheese cake before
and very seldom make cake also
therefore this my first try
gan jiong gan jiong....>~< ( i don't like the feel of fail...)
searching some baking website to get some recipe
thx for my dear found me a very good website
http://ohbin.blogspot.com/search/label/Cheesecake%20%E8%8A%9D%E5%A3%AB%E8%9B%8B%E7%B3%95
inside there got many nice recipe...hehe ^.^
wrote down the ingredient i need and go buy with my mum
haha...today's protagonist is~~~~
teng teng teng teng!!!!
------> MARBLE CHEESE CAKE~~~hohohoho ^0^

(why is marble cheese cake lae? ehem ehem..let me explain to you now...^.^ because we like secret recipe's marble cheese cake...yummy yummy ^.^v but super expensive...T.T other cake like butter cake, fruit cake, chocolate cake are too common and not challenging to me...hehe paiseh la...XD)

but hor...its ingredient really expensive (my $$$~T.T)
if not secret recipe also wont sell so expensive ler ba
haiz~~~=.=

after an hour of making
and another 1 hour and 20 minutes baking
finally~~~ T~T
The cake finish baking ler~!!!!
wakakakakakaka \(^0^)/

hehehehehe...actually it not difficult to do
although it look not so nice
but at least got little feel ba...( my dear say so...XD)
and it taste beh pai oo~~~(curi curi taste little bit...XD)
then it have to store in fridge for 1 night only can eat
but my saliva already drop la...T.T
please don't compare it with the secret recipe d oo~~~T.T
have to train my drawing skill dy...T.T haiz~~

this is the image after storage 1 day
the chocolate too heavy so got a bit drop into ler...T.T
but it not affect its tasty la...hehehe ^^

really to eat lo~~~yummy yummy saliva drop...>.< cut the first piece to my dad...
he say yummy~~~\(^0^)/
yahoooooooooooo~~~

is time to kai dong lo...wakakakakaka
it reallyyyyyyyyyy taste yummy~~~
no bluff u oo~~
hahahaha..call me genius ^0^
( joke only la >.<)

♥♥♥ my first marble cheese cake ♥♥♥

my first time accident...

2010-09-09T05:41:00.001-07:00

9 september 2010 ( thursday 4.35pm)

At t-junction in front of the pasar malam

my little kancil crashed to the proton wira in front of me...

Eeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~BOOM!!!

many people at pasar malam is looking to this way

damn shit...=.= stupid brake...

haiz~~~

then 2 car moved and stopped at the side road

wan "keng shou"? =.= pls don't la

the young chinese uncle ( look lik 28-35 age) came down look at his car ass

and walked to my car here look at my car

i call to my house:" halo~i crash to other car ler..."

"WHAT!!!!!?" this is my mum's response...=.=

then she asked me settle myself

see whether he wan me to pay or not @.@

like tat only...i thought at least my dad also come have a look gua

but they don't

this was my first time accident...=.= kao!

ehem ehem

i came down from my car

and kept said paiseh sorry to that uncle

the uncle asked me back:"u ok bo? your car ok bo?"

then i only saw my car cover

OH MY GOD!!!

sure die ler this time

my dad sure scold me 99 d...T.T

then i explained to that uncle lo

i got put on the brake

but no time dy...paiseh >.<

he ask me am i a student...yes i am

"form what?"...@.@? i look like secondary school student?

i just told him im college student just came back from kl lo

and now wanted to fetch my little brother

then he asked for my phone number

i give him my dad number and take his number

if the car got any problem he will call me

like that only....

i ask may i leave now?

he very kind and said

:"you may leave if u want, im not going to ask u pay for it, just want to remind you next time be carreful while driving..."

what a kind uncle...T.T thx lot

then he went to buy KFC ler...@.@

i also went to fetch my bro ler

he so shocked by handing a package of ice-cream (i order d XD)

and asked what u did to the car?

haiz...i never hope so...T.T

go back

ready for get scold dy...come on T.T

but very surprise that

my dad no scold me but laugh only @.@

then he said not big matter la

just have to change the cover

hou cai no kena the engine...T>T

next time really wan drive very carefully

sorry dear make u worry ler

and for those friend who are driving the local car

don't too over confident to its brake

it cant really function even i drive no over 45km/h

and not too close to front car

damn shit @.@

xiao xin ba...for those who are driving...

bear bear & rabbit d cameron highland trip~~^.^

2010-07-31T06:18:00.000-07:00

early early in the morning,
mummy come to wake us up...

"bear bear, rabbit, wake up lo"
zzZ...feel sleepy
"mum where we going now?"
"go lo then know lo...hehe^^"

"where is here mummy?"

mum:"is cameron highland!!!! haha^^"

"what!!! why now only telling us? yeah yeah~~~happy happy"
"yuhooooo~~~thx mum thx dad..."

play play \(^0^)/ \(^0^)/

"hey!! you 2!! daddy wan concentrate driving...

go other place play play
don't come kacau kacau"
"oooo~~~yes daddy >.<"
"oooo~~~yes daddy >.<"

kena scold dy...XD

"i wan go here!"

"i wan go here! wo bu guan la~~~"

"u go away la...i wan go there i wan go there!!!! beat beat"

"how dare you...arghhhhhhhhhh~~~"

"give you die!!!!"
mum:"wei!! you 2!!! if still fighting there mummy now calling your dad bring us back no need go lo..."

"oo...sorry mummy sorry daddy...we know wrong ler...we wan go la...pls~~~T.T"
"oo...sorry mummy sorry daddy...we know wrong ler...we wan go la...pls~~~T.T"
dad:"haiz...you 2~~~guai guai sit there don't argue ler lo...daddy now bring you go a nice nice place...^^"

(tea farm)

"wah~~~so pretty...the air so fresh~~~''

''goh goh see that that that!!!!"

"huh huh what that?"

gotcha!!! take photo with our loving daddy...^.^

"mummy mummy~~~i wan see that!!"
mum:"come to me here...mum carry"
" i also wan i also wan!!!"

"hahahahaha...happy happy ^.^"
"mei mei let us play chase chase ok? ^^''

mum: "ask you don't run don't wan hear...u see fall down ler lo...let mum see got injury anot? ben dan...see u still dare no to listen me anot? punish..."
"T.T~~~pain~~~"
"hahahaha...ben dan XD"

dad: "haha...make mummy angry lo...come let dad carry you 2..."
yeah yeah~~~dad dad most best!!! ^.^

mum:"shhhhh~~~playing hide hide with dad dad oo~~~''
dad:"bear bear~ rabbit~ where are you? @.@"
"hehe...^x^ shhhhh~~~"
"hehe...^x^ shhhhh~~~"

dad:"haha...you 2 finally come out la...playing v dad dad huh~~~hmmmnn~~~come come...now turn we play v mummy ler...XD"
"dad dad bad bad oo~~~^.^"
"hahahaha...dad dad wan balas dendam oo...XD"

dad:"shhhhhhh~don't let your mum know oo..."
mum:"=.= i hear it ler la...come out la you 2..."

"huh!! how come mum know d!!!??? >~<"

"ben dan dad speak so loud...=.="

dad:"aiya...fail jor...XD"

finally no need hiding hiding ler...^.^ ^.^

mum:"prepaid to go back lo...sky very dark dy"
"huh~~~don't la mummy...i wan play more...don't so earlier go back la...mummy~~pls~~T.T"
"en en...yalo mummy...i also wan play more la...nggggg~~~daddy~~~T.T"
dad:"cannot huai dan ar you 2...guai guai ting mummy d hua...next time only bring you 2 come again ok? guai~~"

"goodbye ler cameron highland...we will come again visit you d...T.T"
"tataz ler...hugz hugz my cameron highland...T.T"
tired...(-@-)zzZ (-@-)zzZ

mum:"shhhh~~~they sleep lo...don't so loudly"
dad:"this 2 kids sleep so sweet...haha...my bao bei...let's go home ba...^^"
mum:"en ^^"

holding hands and go back with our 2 cutie baby~~~sweet memory ^.^

sad~~~

2010-07-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

feeling down
and don't know how to describe...
its complicated...

i just simple me...
don't like argue...really

傻傻的～～～^^

2010-04-28T08:31:00.000-07:00

假期了
好无聊哦 ==
每天无所事事
肚腩一天比一天的凸起 ==
超悲惨的说 T.T

好想你哦～

你知道吗
我的朋友们好羡慕我们哦
他们说能感受到我们之间的
甜蜜
恩爱
就如新婚夫妇那样 ^^
哈哈
我也有此感也～ ^^

想一想
虽然在一起的日子不多
可是感觉上却好像经历蛮长的一段时间了
我们
共同的喜好
共同的奢望
共同的观点
共同的默契

不知不觉中
我们的距离越拉越近
有时一种眼神
一个小动作
或是毫无预警的暗示
我们都能知道对方在想些什么
做些什么
或是策划什么

还有那可怕的默契
我们甚至一起在远方
在同一个时间
一起拿起自己的手机
同时按下对方的号码
哈哈
似乎已可读出对方的心思了 ^^

你啊
总是让我担心这担心那的
吃饱了吗
睡饱了吗
读书了吗
我又在何时晋升成你妈妈啦？ ==

最怕你整天为了省钱
挨饿着肚子
跳过一餐
有一餐没一餐的过着
要知道
你是恐龙哎
有三个大胃哎
你就不能乖乖吃饭吗？
气爆我了
讨厌
你已经瘦过我很多了哎
大笨蛋
你是要我压扁你才甘心哦？
你这样每天削瘦下去
别人会以为我把你的那份抢了吞了 ==
（事实完全相反 ==）
完全没形象就算了
可是每次却被朋友们讥笑
太伤我的心了
呜～ T.T

第二
你这个不懂照顾自己身子的笨蛋
我自己身体虚寒就算了
你竟然比我还严重 ==
现在是全部都要比我厉害就对了
记住
以后不要再买那过滤机的冷水喝了
越喝越冷
越喝越虚
还有如果做工迟回家
请请请你这位怕冷的大少爷
不要懒惰
去煮烧水来冲凉
怕你又感冒伤风了
每次都听到你的打喷嚏声
心痛哎～
笨蛋

要知道
我无法无时无刻陪在你身边
陪伴你
照顾你
安慰你
所以就算你嫌我罗嗦也好
我就是要天天这样念念念
念到你听进去做到为止
你这个大小孩 ^^

还有啊
不要再为了我废曠你的学业
也不要说什么要秃废的话
你拥有智慧
不要浪费自己的大好前程
和我在一起不是让你放弃学业的理由
我希望我们可以一起努力
成为聪明二人组
哈哈哈
为我们的未来铺下最美的道路
你知道的
我自我要求高
我已经想好了
我未来的生活会是什么模样
所以
加油吧！ ^^v

还有
我知道的东西
你不知道
你懂的东西
我不懂
这样却正正好互相补助了不完美的另一方
我们的结合
真的充满了奇迹与恰合
还有更多的是不可思议
哈哈
不管回想多少次都一样
苯苯傻傻的我们 ^.^ ♥ ^.^

珍惜愛的人～～～

2010-04-27T08:28:00.000-07:00

刚刚看了一个女生的部落格
看得我的心都酸了
心紧绷绷的
为她留了一滴的眼泪。。。
我不认识她
但她的经历故事
让我产生了一种感慨
也领悟一些事。。。

24-04-2010 巴生讯
发生了一场严重的车祸
她的男友在其丧命了
他们还有很多很多还未一起达成的事
还有很多很多还未覆行的诺言
就这样走了。。。
他们19岁
原本可以天天开开心心的一起笑
一起疯疯狂狂的一起玩。。。
如今
一人被留下
那种心情
犹如被杀千刀般的痛苦。。。

我们无法预测下一秒
我们或者我们心爱的人会遭遇什么不测
也无法避免早被注定的事。。。

唯一能做是～
珍惜可以跟心爱的人每一分每一秒
珍惜可以陪在他身边的每一刻
珍惜可以握着他的手的温度
珍惜可以赖在他怀里的时刻
珍惜每个可以说声：“我爱你”的机会。。。

因为你永远不知道
当你早晨再次张开眼的时候
还可不可以听到你最熟悉的声音：“早安”
这种甜蜜还可以维持多久？
这种机会是否会随时消失？

所以，
紧紧地捉着
紧紧地抱着
紧紧地握着。。。

不要放手
不要松开
不要推走
停止那些负气的话。。。

不要等到失去时
才开始怀念那种温度。。。

所以
幸福时请大声呐喊你的幸福
开心时大声的笑大声的欢呼
伤心的时候让他好好的安慰
无聊时一起疯疯狂狂的玩闹
想他时打电话告诉他我想你

我很开心可以和你一起度过这些
开心的
幸福的
快乐的
甜蜜的
疯狂的
伤心的
痛苦的
刺激的时刻。。。

我知道我不会再孤单寂寞了
因为身旁多了一个你
心里也装了一个你。。。
即使要分开远远的两地
但我相信我们的心一直都是系在一起的
不管多久多远什么时刻
我都会心存期待
耐心的等候下次见面的机会。。。

和你在一起
是我人生中最大的幸福

和你一起牵手
是我以前不曾有过的快乐

依赖在你的怀里
是我一直以来最奢望的温暖

不只想与你每晚看星星
也想每天和你一起看日出日落
看海涨潮退潮
看你的肚腩一天比一天的大
看你的头发一天比一天的秃

还有看着你可爱的睡脸
听着你有节奏的打鼾声入睡

期待每早一睁开眼
就可以看到你
呼吸你的味道
享受清早的香吻
然后
一起紧紧的拥抱
一起赖床
一起踢掉闹钟
一起感受平凡中的乐趣与甜蜜
让每个早晨都充满着我俩幸福的味道。。。^.^

那不开心的事
我们一起忘掉好不好？
没有不开心
没有争吵了
只有笑ok? ^^

我们一起手牵着手
一起走过无数的一百天
无数的晴天雨天
还有无数的国度。。。
好不好？

好想每天都抱着你
向你说声：“我愛你，黄日韦月生～～～” ^.^

sorry~~~

2010-03-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

sorry...really sorry
im know i should not be like that
but i can't control myself...
sorry...really sorry
it my fault...
no need forgive me...because im also cannot forgive myself
what can i do for u?
i try to change...please give me some time...
i will try it my best...really very sorry~~
sorry~~~

my mini muscular~~~^^

2010-03-30T03:13:00.000-07:00

"FINALLY" finally come...^^
feel so happy n happiness when together with u...
sometime will have a fight or some small argue...(p/s: love marksssss)
but i still feel very sweet...
and for me that is a process to make us more close and close...
i enjoy every moment v u and cherish everytime when we together...
but the happy time always pass so fast...sad T.T
even we are very far but i still can feel tat u r beside...
n so does to me...
may my spirit alway be v u...
i love u very very much...
my mini muscular~~~
same v u...my love also very special
miss u~~~n love u alway whenever u are...

updated~~~

2010-03-22T19:31:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel that i really so greedy...
cannot like this cannot like that...
many rules and regulations...
easier be envy easier be jeolous and easier eat vinegar...
maybe because too too feel like want you be mine...whenever
but i don't like this kind of ME...haha

maybe someone will say:" your english so poor, can you write in mandarin? cant understand ler...=="
ehem ehem...i wish so...who ask this new citc pc dun have mandarin...==''
pekcek...cant alway update my blog even i got many things want to share at here...==''
haiz~~~

oh ya!! tomorrow is a special day again...
hehe...happy happy ^.^
wait for so long already...(p/s: only 9 days passing...=='')
wakakaka~~~
miss you lot lot...hehe^^
so sorry because make u so suffer this few days...
paiseh paiseh...>.<~~~( ear want be deaf ler...>.<)
and so sorry again because let u so worry about me...
all will be okay d lar...dun so worry ler
i can take care myself d...T.T
hehe...

this time i felt that i really had found a right 1...
thank a lot~~~really

Exam result released~~~

2010-03-08T18:43:00.000-08:00

HOHOHOHOHO~~~exam result released lo...hehe
my IST passed lo!!!!!!!!!!! yeah~~~ \(^0^)/
so happy and keep laughing all the day...
lalalalalalalalala~~~~wahahahahahahahaha~~~
like a kee siao person
so what? i happy u jealous ar? haha
IOM~A, FOA~A, ME~A, IST~A-, ENG~B
my cgpa drop jor...last sem is 3.8928...this time is 3.8189
( to someone : u lose lo...3.8+++...hehe dun forget our bet lo...wakakaka)
big different oo...dissapointed
anyway finally my IST pass la...hehe ^^
i really thought i will fail that subject
when i know i get A- i felt so shocked...>~< really
i really dun know how to do but still can get good result
maybe the standard become low dy or what else....
but i really very lucky i think...
everytime dun know do but the result come out everytime also make myself so shocked
haiz~~~ sorry for my friends
i know that is unfair for u guyz who really work hard on it
paiseh paiseh~~~
haha...another happy thing is
i wan move out ler...to metro view~~ yeah!!!! \(^0^)/
the view so nice oo...can see the kl at night
so beautiful
but too high...level 15~~~ oh my god!!!
scare scare ler~~~ >~<
but i got friend can fetch me come and go between klang and kl ler
such a good news for me...hahaha
but the bad thing is i have to share room with another 2 gal friends...T.T
haiz~~~

is time to write my personal thing lo...hehehe
still have 2 more days only...kekeke
can't wait for the day dy
haha...we will meet soon lo
remember come to take me
and dun forget my suprise and my present lo
hehe...so miss you

...each day I love you more, today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow...

2010-02-19T08:19:00.000-08:00

My feet dance more lightly
because of you.

My heart beats more strongly
because of you.

My eyes see more clearly
because of you.

My mouth smiles more easily
because of you.

And i will love you always
because you are you.

新年没有新希望。。。

2010-02-16T12:21:00.000-08:00

这么快又到新的一年了
说真的，今年的农历新年实在有够闷的说。。。
一点过年的气氛都没有
天气又热到爆
整天在家无所事事
真希望它快点过去。。。==

还有5天就要开学了
又要每天过着重复又重复的写实生活
一个字：“闷！”
唉~~~可不可以来点不一样的东西啊？
好想为沉闷的生活做出一点不一样的改变。。。
我的青春可不想就这样白白浪费哦~~~
可是，又实在想不出有什么idea。。。

看来需要认真的定下目标了
得过且过的人生需要改变航道了。。。
这次，真的不是为别人，而是要为自己好好的努力一番了。。。
加油！
一定要去实行并达成
而且还要是很标青的那种。。。
哈哈！！！那样才比较像我的style嘛~~~^^

did u care?

2010-02-15T10:22:00.000-08:00

某一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你我已经停机。你会
不会难过？
某一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，你会不会不停的等待？
某一天，你的邮箱收件箱里，不再有人可怜兮兮的说你好吗？你有没有好好吃饭，有没有好好照顾自己。你会不会不停的期盼？
某一天，不再有人无论是深夜还是白天都坐在电脑旁等待着你上线，等待着可以打电话给你，你会不会失落？

如果真的到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好，真的只要一点点就好。

某一天，你打开电脑，我的头像变成了永远的灰色，不要说我不守承诺，那是我感觉到累了，倦了，也真的受伤了。
某一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好；我的宽容。你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天。
某一天，你的记忆中没有了我，不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒，不要忘记我喜欢什么，讨厌什么。而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断，你习惯什么，反感什么。

感情世界里，没有“公平”两个字，我不会计较这些，我们在一起的时间，会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。我还要你记得答应过我什么，许诺过我什么。

如果有一天，你叹气的时候我不再去安慰你，你难过的时候不再陪你一起难过，心碎的时候不再去陪你一起心碎。
那是我真的绝望了，真的心碎了，真的疲倦了。

因为有太多太多的时候，我都是装，总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗？而你呢？会在乎我的一切吗？

changing

2010-02-15T10:08:00.000-08:00

the feeling is so weird

some problems are hiding...i know

but i choose not to face it...

something is changing

there are something different...

i don't know how to describe...

feeling is being to be moody

what should i do?

invisible...

2010-02-06T05:40:00.000-08:00

next sem

i don't want go back

anymore...

better be disappear...

充满第一次的季节

2010-01-26T02:14:00.000-08:00

第一次，
一个人背上背包，手里拿着一张火车票，
坐了两个小时半的车程，来到了一个我很陌生的地方。。。
没有高楼，没有车烟，没有繁荣。。。
。。。可是，当我一踏上这块土地的时候，我已开始喜欢沉溺在这大自然的新鲜空气中，这感觉很舒畅。。。我知道我一定会在重新再次踏上这片土地的，一定会。。。

第一次，
被人用摩多载着去飙车。。。说真的很冷。。。很快。。。很恐怖
或许真得那么久没被人这样载了。。。或许吧
而且也在这短短的几天时间内，
坐了那么多次的摩多车。。。同一个人

第一次，
有人弹着guitar, 唱生日快乐歌给我听。。。
祝你生日快乐，祝你生日快乐，祝你。。。
他不知道那一刻我有多么的感动，我没让他看到我泪眼汪汪的眼睛。。。
心中真的很感激。。。谢谢你。。。
至今，那首歌还怀绕在我脑海里。。。
我不会忘记那个画面。。。
因为是头一次感觉到我真的拥有生日。。。

第一次，
亲眼看到碧美的湖在我的眼前。。。
那种新鲜感还有兴奋感真的太棒了!!!! \(^0^)/
有山，有湖，伴着漂亮的彩云，还有飘着的细雨。。。
这个暮日实在是太漂亮了！！！
谢谢你带我来这么诗情画意的地方。。。我心存感激非常

第一次，
在凌晨半夜12点多，骑着单车兜风。。。
你不知道我以前就多么想这么试了~~~
夜晚的风很宁静，把我的思索都吹走了。。。
迎面而来的风很舒爽，也很冷。。。
而明明就很怕冷的你，却在前面为我挡着风，
再冷的夜晚都是温暖的。。。因为心中已渐渐的升起了小小的火苗
谢谢你陪了非常没有睡意的我一个晚上，
虽然早上8点还有课，虽然眼睛已经张不开了，
开始闭着眼说话了。。。
却还陪着我聊到天明。。。
你知道吗？
每次你都说我是好人，其实真正的好人是你自己。。。

x silence...

2010-01-25T02:42:00.000-08:00

sorry ya~~~too long dint update blog already
paiseh paiseh!! ^^
just now only finish my sem 2 final exam...but...haiz~~
boring... so boring now...
my fren ask me go to watch movie...reject
my fren ask me go back sleep...reject
my stomach ask me go to fill it full...reject ==
now finish exam already eh!!!
WHAT AM I DOING NOW???!!!
what im thinking now???!!! huh???!!!
im now is waiting my youth...haiz
during exam time...''fight fight fight!!!''...but now lea~~~???
sitting in front the pc do nothing...looking the facebook search the link...
but...find no person to talk v me...moody now ==''
i dun wan go back...go back my room only can face the wall n do nothing again...
im really lonely...cant back my home now so...
hav to work...for wat? money money money...
my life is too boring...i wan run out from the aquarium
...but cant...
feel like something is tie~ing me...i cant breath...
there are no way in front of me...where should i go??? can u bring me go???
...SOS...help...i need help...no i don't
dun know...i dun know where is my destination...i dun know where is it...
what should i do???
EMO?? ya...u can say me emo...but i dun care...
is time to play ler gal...can u wake up huh???
too lonely...really too lonely...
i need a shoulder...can u let me cry?
...i wan cry but cant...
hug me pls~~hug me~~
really dun know wat im thinking now...
the feel standing in the rain is so nice...
...open ur arm n try to feel the rain the air~~~
so nice~~~but now here...not kl not klang...
i miss the windwild...ya i miss
n the beach the sun the air...
i think i really need to go back n hit my head to the wall...
WAKE UP!!!!!!HOOI TENG!!!!!WAKE UP!!!!!!
...help...

centro run~~

2009-10-10T21:03:00.000-07:00

today i go for centro run
too long dint go for marathon ad
very long very tired and very sienz~~~
and my leg so pain...x_X
Augh~~~~T_T

but finally i got medal
hahaha...^.^
i think i need to practice more
today too disappointed on myself
haiz~~~stop too many times
i feel that i really old already
no more energy n nyaris muntah...x_X

-_-zzZ~~~tired...

swim swim swim!!!!

2009-10-09T21:18:00.000-07:00

monday, tuesday,wednesday...i swim for 3 days comtinuosly ad
tired~~~x_X
today i go to masushita swim again...
wah~~really tired...my god!!
no energy ad....T_T
but i really like swim...haha~~^.^

我会游泳了！！！ yahoo~~

2009-10-03T22:06:00.000-07:00

今天，我终于学会了蛙式
原来是酱简单的啊！wakaka~hahaha
首先我很感激“小鸡”弟弟。。。
谢谢他的魔鬼地狱式训练
虽然很恐怖外加残忍
而且还一直没顶。。。haiz~
but thank you very much...haha
还有谢谢载我去游泳的shu lin n qi jia。。。hahaha

Dewan akuatik d outdoor swimming pool...so cold~~x_X

p/s : 我们在stadium masushita的游泳池外面，后面是草场，有人在踢球的哦~
（就这样穿着泳衣等了45mins...好冷哦~T_T 清凉。。。）

then 我们去了setia alam 的pasar malam。。。
可是很多都收档了，好饿~T_T
臭豆腐。。。嘻嘻^.^
好吃好吃！！！
还有asam lasak...我第一次吃这个哎！
味道不错不错。。。ermmn~~

( yummy yummy~~~^.^) 还有还有！！！
那里卖的面膜超便宜的咧~
《我的美丽日记》5 片才RM10！10 片才RM18！！！
wakao!! 之前我买一片都要5，6块哎！被骗了啦！T_T
还有我之前在sunway pyramid 买的升级版面膜
一片RM12.50, 这里才卖4 片十块~~
痛心啊~~~walao a kns 的 >.<'' 呼呼~~ 这个是不是“水货”的啊？酱便宜？还是。。。面膜也有翻版？-_-？？？

bukit cahaya~~

2009-09-23T01:46:00.000-07:00

天气超好的一个早晨，

我, my friend shu lin, n qi jia n his friend...

坐着一辆红色灵鹿
去到了一个叫bukit cahaya 的地方。。。
那边很美

猴子很多，蚊子也很多。。。

走走一下还可以遇到猴子路霸

害我们绕了一大圈才走游泳池那边。。。（用走的，因为脚车没开，好像在修理）

不过，还好里面没有猴子大孙在游泳

泳池还蛮不错的

可是咧~我不会游。。。T_T 浪费浪费

but 至少我还会浮啦！哈哈
（你们应该很难找到中午12点多在大太阳下游泳的人了。。。哈哈。。。hot~ x_x)

那里的冲凉房有够烂的说！！！>.<

没水就算了，又一间竟然流出带着树枝，蜘蛛网，xxxx.....的黄色液体。。。
我的妈呀！oh my god!!!! so terrible!!! X_X

简直傻眼！ o_O

还好过后找到一间比较偏蔽，还算ok啦！

then 就到处走走。。。好远好热哦~

那个观望台的楼梯超恐怖地。。。很难踩，很容易跌倒。。。而且好高~~~x_X

可是那边的景色真的很美。。。哗呜~~~

( Paisei...没照片show...)

我们还去了四季屋。。。里面很冷哦~~超爽地

而且也好美哦~漂亮漂亮。。。哈哈

p/s: 还有枫树哟~~好美哦~^.^

我很佩服qi jia的朋友哎。。。（i dun know his name...)

过人的体力，搞到我们都好累~x_X

他还有力气：“one two one two!!!!”。。。就这样“跳”走了

好久都没有酱刺激过了。。。喘~~呼~~x_X

刚才跟他聊的时候发现到

原来他和我相反哎！

本来他要拿accounting的，最后却选了baking...

而我呢，想拿baking德，最后变成了accounting...T_T

哈哈！其实他也不错啦！

从头到尾 baking baking

还跟我讲巧克力是由什么组成的

sodium wat wat d 拿来做么的

ehem ehem...还好我有一点点的兴趣

下次记得做给我们吃咯~~~

就这样回到家简直累死。。。

而且皮肤整个红红黑黑的

都吓坏我老妈了。。。

结果敷了cucumber 就睡着了~-_-zzZ

还好有一点点效

红是退了点，but 皮肤有点脱皮了

谁叫晒了太阳那么久。。。T_T

( 我的背后还有一个Big "X" 叻~~我的妈呀！>.<)

sunway pyramid~~

2009-09-19T22:21:00.000-07:00

好久没跟中学时期的朋友出来了
我们去了skating
好久没skate了~~想念想念…^-^
滑滑一下，竟然遇到小学同学~~逸杨（我还叫错他得名。。paisei paisei >.< ) ！！！

如果他没叫我的名字我都快认不得他了。。。变帅咯！哈哈 \(^0^)/

then 我们还去玩bowling...

我有全打倒哎！xxx...hahaha 好玩好玩。。。

嘻嘻可是回家的时候，下了倾盆大雨 sienz 掉。。。==

KTM . LRT 之奇遇记

2009-09-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

today is my last day exam~~accounting subject
it's was start at 2pm
i went to ktm and wait at platform for more than 1 HOUR!!!!
oh my god! so kns...
and i stand at there n read my lecturer notes
my leg was so tired
finally, KTM is coming and there are NO SEAT FOR ME...==lll
but that is ok for me
in front of me is a guy
he was sitting and reading
his notes is same v mine
that mean he is same college v me and we are have same exam subject later...
haha...this was the first time i meet the tarc student
somemore he also the first year student and take accounting subject also...^0^

finally, there was a seat for me
that was near to him
i took out my notes and do revision bcoz i haven prepaid for it...hehe
he saw my notes is same v him
that are little shock in his face
and he stared at me frequently...

we go down at kl sentral n go tor LRT
he queue behind of me
in the LRT
there are also no seat
stand again =.=
and he was stand beside of me
at station masjid jamek
there are many ppl go down
he sit beside me again
and we hav a talk since there is very bore...^^

rupa-rupanya
he are same course with me, accounting
and in the same group also, group A
and he was also came from klang
he also lives at wangsa maju as same v me!!!
haha \(^0^)/
and....
our exam venue also same, PA6!!!!!

i have to go back to my house
he ask for my name
but i said we will meet again d...hehe
and we really meet at campus later
haha...i dint bluff him right
i also dun know how could it happens
but i really happy...haha
that is so fantastics!!! \(^0^)/

p/s : until know i also dun know his name, but nvm
coz we will meet again...i believe

I HATE COLLEGE LIFE!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-12T03:07:00.000-07:00

WHEN I COME TO MY COLLEGE

MY HAPPILY LIFE HAD BEEN DESTROY
NO FUN NO FREE NO HAPPY

BUT FULL OF STRESS, PRESSURE, CHEATING N LONELY...

N I LOSS MY LOVER THING...

EVERYDAY TUTORIAL, COURSEWORK, ASSIGNMENT, PRESENTATION, EXAMINATION...

SO TIRED OF ALL OF THIS

TAT IS STILL NOT ENOUGH

I STILL NEED TO JOIN CO-CURRICULAR!!!

WALAO !!!!

EVERYDAY SO BORING IN THE CLASS

SOMEMORE STILL GOT SOME PERSON MISUNDERSTAND ME

I HATE OF TIS ALL!!!!!!

MAYBE U THINK IM A WEIRD PERSON

BUT I CAN TOLD U TAT IS U HAVEN KNOW ME DEEPLY
IM NOT TAT KIND OF PERSON AS U THINK

KEEP ESCAPE FROM ME!!!!!!!!

good drama! \(^0^)/

2009-08-10T02:02:00.000-07:00

花样男子！超棒！yeah!~

朋友

不管你是寂寞的，还是无聊的。。。

闲得发骚的，还是忙得不可开交的。。。

渴望爱情的，还是 say no to love 的。。。

请请请~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~务必观赏此连续剧。。。

很棒哟~\(^0^)/ hehe...

i like this kind of college life...

funny, interesting, joyful n without stress....

somemore got many handsome....haha^.^

yor~~~i like it!!!!!!!!!

you are so cruel...

2009-08-05T02:57:00.000-07:00

THERE ARE NO MORE NEXT TIME

I WONT GET HURT FROM U ANYMORE

LAST........

HURT...

2009-07-22T03:08:00.000-07:00

音乐尚在开播着

心在隐隐作痛

完了。。。没了。。。

孤单的背影添加了寂寞与空虚

墙脚下尚遗留着作日的悲伤

我怎么了？

一线温热的液体从脸蛋流过

昨日的温暖仍存留着

sadness... hopeless... And disappointed 在紧紧裹抱住我

是的。。。

我怀念。。。

可是，心却没了。。。

she gone....

2009-07-10T02:29:00.000-07:00

她走了。。。

静悄悄的走了。。。

等不及我回来了。。。

就这样安详的闭上双眼。。。

什么都没了。。。

simple love~~

sadness~

sorry~

多得是 我不知道的事～

sad mood =(

shhh~~

=(

im......

i also dun wan...

14 march 2011

Clubbing~

it happen again...:'(

my first portuguese egg tart~~~T.T

my first marble cheese cake~~~^.^

my first time accident...

bear bear & rabbit d cameron highland trip~~^.^

sad~~~

傻傻的～～～^^

珍惜愛的人～～～

sorry~~~

my mini muscular~~~^^

updated~~~

Exam result released~~~

...each day I love you more, today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow...

新年没有新希望。。。

did u care?

changing

invisible...

充满第一次的季节

*x* silence...

centro run~~

swim swim swim!!!!

我会游泳了！！！ yahoo~~

bukit cahaya~~

sunway pyramid~~

KTM . LRT 之奇遇记

I HATE COLLEGE LIFE!!!!!!!!!

good drama! \(^0^)/

you are so cruel...

HURT...

she gone....

多得是我不知道的事～

x silence...