Give back me。

this is really what you want?
striving hard to pushing me away.
striving hard to make yourself hate me more.
striving hard to cold down our relationship.
this is really what you want? can you tell me?

please~ 
what can i see is you hurting yourself more than hurting me.
yes. i sad. i hurt.
so you do.
i can see i can feel.
it doesn't make you feel better.
if want to revenge, revenge on me.
use the way which can make you happy more.

i feel pain. yes.
don't you? let it go by go ok? 
i know your anger would not easily be release.
i know your hater would not easily be forgive.
but please, use the way you will happy.
don't make yourself fall into the hole deeply and deeply.
treat yourself better. stop to hurting yourself.
don't take other mistake to penalize yourself. 
if want, penalize the one who make you angry, penalize me.
but by the way better for you.

3 days. i scare i care i worry.
i scare the thing you will do. i scare you will hurting yourself and hurting your surrounding.
i care. i know you feel no good, i know you still angry, i know you feel unhappy too.
i worry. i still can do what for you? to make you calm down. to stop your unhappiness. 
i worry more. anything i do anything i say, will it hurt you more, make you angry more.
or anything i dint do, anything i dint say, will make you hurt and angry also.
i don't know what can i do.
i don't wanna be the sad girl character in the korean drama.  
i want be your happy partner. so do you.
we can be together happily. no barrier other made to us.
so we don't make barrier to ourselves k?  

i don't want suddenly wake in the midnight again.
i don't want don't have appetite when in front of delicious food.
i don't want being pushing away or ignore when i say i love you.
i don't want being apart from you.
tell me what you want k? 
i'm not desire for your trust but please don't feel fake.
don't give me a question mark when i calling you dear.
giving me back the sword i gave 
and stop hurting yourself.
i can accept all the scar you give
but i still wish. i can be your lover more than a rival. =')

please i beg~ ='(